coin jar

Spare moments

are spent on you

wondering if you’re spending

the same spare moments on me.

As if they’re coins slotting through the money jar

one tentatively from me

then hoping

one decisively slots in from you.

I don’t mind banking them

if we’re evenly matched

and we smash the jar open

to share our savings.

But if we count the coins

and I’ve invested more

I want them back

because I’ve over-invested

one too many times before.


Musings on relationships both friendly and romantic - moving from a growth to conservative investor. Are they thinking of me as much as I am thinking about them? Are we investing equal amounts? Battling the natural instinct to feel and fall in love, to care - with the burn of being hurt and left with a loss of love and energy.
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