no gain
I have spent
so much time
and energy
and love
keeping us afloat
pulling you along
holding strong
but I can’t do it anymore
my heart is bleeding
energy waning
with the pain and strain
of your weight
wasting me away
Reflecting on the idea of 'working on a relationship'. Understanding the delicate yet disordered difference between what is worth working on and what needs to be let go. Then deciding on what to do next.